"I dare not be beloved or unknown, I beloved, I alone." -Emerson
Here is the thing about me, there are so many layers to what lies beneath, that I don't really know who knows the real me. I also don't know who has cared enough to know the real me. Do I care? Probably not. Does it bother me that people are so quick to dismiss what they do not know? Absolutely it does.
This is going to be the first in a series of I have no idea how many, that I am going to write. It is going to not only help you, my readers, know that you are not alone in whatever you are going through, but it is also what is known in the Spiritual realm as Shadow Work. Healing, Releasing, call it what you will, it all does the same thing, it gets rid of the things that hold you back and helps move you forward.
I will be honest, that some of what you may read is going to be written through tears for me. It is going to be written with the pain and the passion that I have so desperately wanted to release it with. It may cause triggers for some, it may cause those close to me to walk away, judge, deny, etc. but the one thing that it is going to do, that it is intended to do, is heal those of us who have felt for so long that we are alone in what we are feeling. I will tell you all as I tell my best friend, I am not going anywhere, I am not going to quit on you, and I will always be here.
If you are willing to take this journey of healing with me, subscribe to this page. Comment, send me an email, find me on Facebook, Instagram, TikTok, Youtube, shoot up a smoke signal, just know that I want to help you as much as you my audience helps me. Because we all have pain, we all have triggers, baggage, trauma, scars, but most of all, we are all beautiful. Fearfully and Wonderfully made!
Just remember that, it doesn't have to be this way. You don't have to be alone or feel like you are alone in anything. Trust me there is someone (i.e. ME) who is willing to sit beside you in the rainstorm that is your life. Either saying nothing at all or making you laugh, which I've been told I'm pretty good at. I was told by many of those close to me that I should write a book about my life. Well how about this, instead of writing a book about it, I will just "journal" it all to you my readers. Let's face it, I have the attention span of a gold fish on crack, there is no way that I will be able to sit and focus on the same topic long enough to write a book. Then again, isn't that what this is?
Anyway, I will be providing you all with some of the details of my life, the pain and the joy, the heartbreak good and bad. Stay tuned, subscribe, follow, and maybe, just maybe, that book might happen!!!!!!!